Please.. I need help.

Please recommend this..

Okay guys... so here's the deal..
I want to raise money... a lot of it.
I wan't to raise $60,000.. I know that sounds crazy... but I know its possible.

My dad has stage for Hep C.. genoytype 2. He's done the   pegylated interferon (weekly) plus ribavirin (daily), which is the standard treatment for Hep C and it made if go away.. but After being in remission... his body has now relapsed.

He doesn't drink and since he's stage for he isn't eligible for any studies because of the politics of it all... no one wants a stage four who its likely not to work for.

So here's the deal.. there's a new treatment out and its got like a 90%+ clear rate.
Our insurance won't pay for it.


I don't want my dad to die yall.. he's a wonderful man and he derserves to live a long beautiful life. He's 55 and its not fair that he's getting screwed over by an insurance company.
This could save his life... he's paid for insurance all his life... and where are they now?

Blue Cross has really let us down... they make millions and they can't spare $60,000  when he's probably paid at least that to them?

I want to know how to raise money.. there has to be at least 60,000 people on the internet willing to give me at least a dollar... there just has to be.

I don't want to lose my daddy. He's amazing... and I want him to be there to walk me down the aisle and play with my children one day.

Please help.

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can someone please spread the word to black people?

start tippping on average assholes.
some is not enough.

i'm so tired of you guys running up 50$-$$$ bills and tipping me five or less IF YOU EVEN TIP ME AT ALL.

better yet... leaving me your NUMBER because i'm nice to you...
guess what.. no thanks.
i'm nice.
i wait on you because its my job...
but i don't appreciate you treating me this way.

"you're the best server i've ever had!"
i hear it at least once a night and then get 2$ on 50$

stop eating out.

http://tippingresearch.com/uploads/blk_wht_tipping.pdf

I CRAVE A RAINY DAY

Do any of you ever have this happen? Sometimes I just want some rain. I want to open my windows and hear the rain falling outside. 
I want to enjoy a nice long nap in the middle of the day with the coolness of the air outside thick with rain. Humidity doesn't bother me.
Crisp from the chill of the air is the best kind. Crisp and thick air. What a weird combination.. but cool winter rains are just that. Its that perfect temperature of air to seep in right before I fall asleep and melt into my bed of dreams.

Perfect for naps.. and then when night time comes!
Thunderstorms! Thunder in the background of the night sky while I'm dozing off is perfect.
Rumbling and vibrating my house as I curl into a ball with Culo!!!

I am craving a rainy day like this. 

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Almost Break! And my Birthday!

Getting older. I don't know where to start.
I'll be twenty three on wednesday.. and I don't know if I'm where I should be.
Ever since Manuel and I broke up I've been in this lost abyss of just not knowing where or what I'm supposed to be doing in life.
I've been in school forever and I know what I'm aiming for  I just don't feel like I'll ever reach it.  With him I felt like everything was all figured out. Was on the way to being married and settled down.
He left and now I don't know.
I feel like everyone's so far ahead... either in school or married and with babies..

Here I am.. 23 and I feel like I have nothing to show for it.

3 Celebrities I'd like to see go away.

1. Nicki Minaj
   
            She really comes off as classless. When she first came out, I really loved her! She seemed like something a little different and new. As if lil kim and lady gaga had gone and created a baby! She was fresh and I, honestly, really dug her in your face attitude. She wasn't rude though, and she didn't seem trashy about it. Now that she's gotten bigger, I really don't feel that way anymore. She's constantly in drama with other celebrities. I can understand Mariah... but Babara? That little old lady? She's because very vain... called herself the  "female weezy" and while I think its no great thing to be the real "weexy," to be self proclaimed, is pretty lame. Let's be real too, she's a wanna be diva. You have to at least have some class and be admired to be a diva. The girls got no talent... and nothing real to speak of.


2. Kim Kardashian

           This one's pretty self explanatory.. but still.  She personifies "any publicity is good publicity." Anything to get in the paper, and she's going to do it! She went to a marine corps ball the other day... I didn't hear about it publicly... but why would SHE do that? She doesn't come off as a nice person who would do that out of the kindness of her heart. She's another one with no real talent in a bone in her body... yet some how she rose to the top. She was so mad about Casey Anthony getting away with it.. but she's OJ's lawyer's daughter. Also, that whole marriage sham? Poor guy! And now she's with KANYE! I wonder how they can even fit in a single room with those egos.


3. Rachael Ray

         A lot of you may not get this one, she doesn't seem really sweet on TV. But this is the waitress side of me coming out. Anyone that would advise you to tip less than 10% is not okay in my book, even if it is in hers! She should offer waiters everywhere an apology for that one. Sorry we don't make tons of money like you, Ms. Ray! We actually have to bust our butts for our tips and to make our bills... and you're going to tell people not to tip us? Please! Send some of your money our way if you're you to tell be to be miserly jerks! We work hard for our tip money, and anyone that cheap, cannot  possibly be a nice person. I don't see how its possible.